Really...

So I need an outlet. I need something that I can't just have me time with. I need to write more and exercise more and eat less. This whole thing is making me want to do nothing but eat. I mean... I've been told "no one is going to love you' and I know it isn't true... but when you hear something like that from some one you think you love and cannot live with out... it kind of sticks with you.  I am not broken. I will not become broken because of him... I will be stronger (and not that I'm looking right now) I will find some one who loves me and loves monster and treats us both like we should be treated.
I am not a excellent writer... I have never claimed to be. But I joined a group on Facebook as inspiration. I'm hoping that I can advance as a writer. :) but for tonight I am going to snuggle with Monster and watch Little Einsteins.