Big changes are coming. Axel and I are gonna have big changes. Were moving into our own place! As scary as it is. I'm actually kind of excited. I've never been on my own and have never been able to decorate as I want to have the bedding I want without having to have someone else's input.
It scary... I've never lived "on my own" I have always lived with someone else.... by the end of the year I'd like to move back to Dallas area to be closer to mom. I do want to do this on my own though.
How do you explain to a smart 3 year old he is going to have two homes? One with mommy and one with daddy? And he won't have his kitties or dogs all the time any longer? How to decide which toys he is going to take and which to leave so he has some when he sees his dad? I am so lost but excited to find myself again. As sad and scary as this adventure is. I know that God will lead me where I go as long as I listen and follow him.
Sweet girl. I'm so sorry your going through this. I know your scared but you are a very strong woman. Take it a day at a time & the most important thing for Axel is that he knows you both love him. Trust me.....he'll be ok....you both will be. I love you & I'm only a phone call away!
ReplyDeleteNikki! Good Luck, woman! This will be a great new chapter for you. Axel will understand eventually. The hardest part is letting him be away from you sometimes... :( This is what I'm having issues with. Call if you need to talk about it. I'm proud of you! I HOPE you come back to Texas so I can maybe see you!! Loves!!
ReplyDeleteLeah K.
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